Today

Now so shall i and Roxy Ferry out and play. We shall meet Roxy Ferry female friend. Today so have i was and buy christmas gift to Roxy Ferry who i too have beat into christmas paper. This become from dog legs to dog toy but also dog candy. This come he that get on christmas eve.

Do you know?

Do your know what i have doing on the Facebook site ? No this can your never guess. Yes i play a game on facebook site who name barworld and this is that man shall build up your own saloon and done other drink who Bloody Mary and Pina colada and many more this is a much fun game like i. When man play this game so been man so suck so this wather in mouth on one whole time when man play this game barworld. I am inside and play this game every day when i am on the facebook. But i play another game too on facebook site not only barworld.

Hello

Hello here i am and today so is this friday whole day. I shall go and shoping and go out with dog. But other so have dog follow with and shoping but this is so cold out so today so get my dog where home in warm. Today so can man sing hello my winter land now is i here for so is this out today a right winter land.But snow light up in darkness so this lay fine on earth.

I feel me today

I feel me so wonderful and harmonious and lovely today i don´t know why. I am so full of life in whole body. Yes today so is this much joy and life in me but i smile not. This is exact who whole world is with me today. In the night so has i one so wonderful and beautiful dream and this where that i where on a hotel room and meeting somebody there but who can this have was Bryan Ferry for this where so alike him. He sit there and see so happy out and smile whole time and he lay forward document who i would read throught who i doing. One of them document where about my foster father company and there would i write under too who i doing too where this another document too who i would write under and read throught who i too doing. What who stand in them document come i not that go in on here for this is family affairs and privacy. But he only sit there and see when i read throught his document and write under.

Come to me

I see you throught darkness light
You stand there in my room with smile on your lips
I see your face throught stars light
I feel your pain
I feel your warm
I feel your joy
I feel your love
Come to me so shall i show you
Come to my love so shall i show you
I shall show you way to my heart
A heart who is fill with warm and love
I feel your touch
I feel your hands on my body
I feel your harmony
Come to me throught night shine
Come to my warm who give you hope
I take your hand and show you way to love land
Come so show i you how love roses bloom in love land
A land who is fill with warm and hope
Come to me i am here for you
Come to my land and dance into my arms
Come to me for i love you so

Bryan Ferry and company

Bryan Ferry shall not only see yourself who singer and musician.
Now so can Bryan Ferry also see yourself who company owner and VD and purchase.
This is so that Bryan Ferry come that sit on my foster father place in company who owner and VD and purchase and this is so that i have now after my foster father dead sit and responsibility and take decision for company and this have going good like i so now come Bryan Ferry take over my foster father company.
This have was decision for many year ago that Bryan Ferry shall take over my foster father company so i have sit and administer my foster father company to Bryan Ferry.
But in and with that Bryan Ferry come out with one new cd and drive round in Euorpe and agent your new cd so will i that he rest your little before he take next step and this is direct into my foster father company and sit your on my foster father place and begining work who VD and purchase and drift company and take decision for company best and this clear Bryan Ferry.
I will greeting Bryan Ferry welcome to my foster father company who VD and purchase and company owner and hope that he come that nice in company and i come that become by Bryan Ferry side and see so he done right and clear of this and if this is something who he will ask and wondering over so is i there and show and answer him but another so come Bryan Ferry get drift my foster father company on your way who he like is best and good for company.

Family affairs

I come not that celebraite christmas and this is on ground of family affairs. Them family affairs is in my foster family and there is a death on way so i come not that celebraite happy new year either on ground of family affairs and death in my foster family. There is nobody who come that celebraite christmas in my foster family and there is nobody who come that celebraite happy new year either in my foster family. My foster mother and her twins brother go death to meet with storm step. So my foster mother brother and sister and their family come not that celebraite christmas and not either happy new year. This is a decision who have take in my foster family. My foster mother lay for death and this done also her twins brother my foster uncle. I am so sad for this who come that happen with my foster mother and this is whole my foster family sad. How them now done in my biological family both on mother and father side i don´t know on ground of that i am in my foster family and help them and take decisions for this who shall come. But my biological parents mother and father them get done who them will and will them celebraite christmas and happy new year so get them this but i come not that done this on ground of death on way in my foster family. 

Christmas

Yes now so stand Christmas by door and will come in and spread warm and joy and light.
So i will wishes all in whole world big and little one right and nice buon natale or merry christmas.
I will wishes all family in whole world one right and nice holliday and one right buon natale or merry christmas.
I hope that your christmas come that been good with many christmas present.
I come not that celebraite christmas on ground of family affairs and death in family this is there for i not celebraite christmas.

Let candle burn

This is too for that honour my foster parents memory.




Let  me put on the candle
Let candle burn in darkness shine
I am here with much pain within me
Your is there with angels in the god house
Let me put on the candle
A candle who burn in memory shine
Your leave me here alone
Your leave a big empty room in me
My empty room fill with memory
Let me put on the candle
A candle who burn only for your
Your leave one warm and love
Your leave one joy who fill with light
I stand here and see out over sea
A sea who shine in light bright
Let candle burn
For all them who not is with us
My candle burn for two wonderful people
Two people who not is with me
Let my candle burn for them

This is time

This will i give to my foster parents for that honour their memory who i will that Bryan Ferry shall sing in later and give out on cd.



This is time for us that say goodbye
This is time for us that see
When angels come and take your from us
Angels take your home to god house
Here stand i whole alone with my memories
I stand here on earth and look up in the sky
So this is time for us that say goodbye
This is time for me that live in memories
I have so many memories
All memories come that live left within me
This is time for us that say goodbye
I walk longer road up and down
Your leave a big empty room within me
This is time for us that say goodbye
Here stand i with all pain in my heart and in my soul
Your is there at angels
I am here
This is time for us that say goodbye

Angels call on me

When i stand by windows so look i up against stars who light so throught darkness. I see on moon who light so clear throught darkness. I think that there behind live angels who come with god messages to us people here on the earth. Angels call on me throught stars who light so with your stronger bright throught darkness. Angels call on me in the night who done me so lucky and is fill with joy. Angels sing for me throught night shine so hear i angels voice who sing one angels song who go direct into my heart. Angels voice say to me come with us throught stars who light and bright in the sky. Come and take our hands and follow with us throught light shine and see what wind take me throught night. I see into stars who tell for me how my life is and come that become throught life happy days. Stars show me road throught life and tell for me that my life is this much joy , warm and love and that i have many possibility. Angels follow me throught life and love. Angels call on me every night.

My daughter

Here is my dishonest daughter who believe that she is something. She is not healthy in head and have never was this either. She go on somebody drug who i not know what this is for drug she go on. She live in your little world and the world who she live in is not reality world who is here and now the live she not in. She is on facebook and them who been friend with her on facebook site is stupid in their head. For my daughter is dangerours. On her facebook site there stand this so here: LIVE LIFE , YOU KNOW NOT HOW LONGER YOU LIVE  this messages have she on your facebook site and this take i who a threat against people. For there is nobody another on facebook site who have this messages on your site. She love that smokie Marijuana and this is one drug who she have take in on your facebook site who she love that smokie. My daughter both smokie Marijuana and drink alcohol. She have going with Marijuana group on facebook site and she have also going with in one another group who have with alcohol that done. I see this here on facebook site now in the evening on her site.

Come into my life

You come into my life and give me warm
You come into my life and spread love
I see you ahead me there i walk into your life
I see you ahead me there i walk into your love
You come into my life who one spring rose
You come into my life who one summer sun
I feel your nearess throught darkness light
I feel your warm within me
You come into my life and give me hope
You come into my life and give me one future
I dance into your love atmosphere who one love fairy
I dance into your life who one love angel
You come into my life
Here stand you and i together side by side
Love spread warm over us throught night darkness
You is here in my life
I am here in your life
Together so walk we hand in hand throught life and love

Tarot card

This is so here that every day so lay i tarot card. I doing this yesterday and there get i up one person who is dishonest and this where one women who i get up in my tarot card yesterday.Yes tarot card say more one thousandth word. So we have one dishonest women with us and among us. Tarot card say that this is Amanda Sheppard who is the dishonest women who is among us. Tarot card said too that Amanda Sheppard have going and shed lie about yourself and Amanda Sheppard have going and surrender your that where one PR girl but this is she not and have never was one PR girl but she have said this for that all people shall believe on this so Amanda Sheppard is one whole normal human and nothing another. Amanda Sheppard have also going and lie about that she and Bryan Ferry would have something together who later say your that where one lie for this told tarot card that this where lie. For Amanda Sheppard is only out after that delude celebrity on money and this told she clear and legible. Amanda Sheppard is debt one mass celebrity money. This was what tarot card told me yesterday about this dishonest women who come up and this was Amanda Sheppard. Amanda Sheppard have injuryed many celebrity right in on life and she have steal their money and more there to shall one suching celebrity delude women get go free i say no this shall she not. Bryan Ferry have come on Amanda Sheppard by some moment and than have she not was honest against Bryan Ferry than have she come with your gone explanation so he will not have something with Amanda Sheppard that done and this told Bryan Ferry much clear on picture so picture here on internet on Bryan Ferry and on Amanda Sheppard talk your own speak for there told he clear that he not will know of her. Tarot card told too on that Amanda Sheppard is married and have children with Roger Moore and this have everybody know about that she have and than can man wondering about Roger Moore know about what Amanda Sheppard done behind his back.

Roxy Ferry

Today so is this dog Roxy Ferry 19th month day. And this is bright sunshine out can this become better. About one hour so shall i and Roxy Ferry over to his dog friend and i and his dog friend owner shall out and walk with Roxy Ferry and his dog friend so them get run of your in sun. Roxy Ferry hold on that been one big boy now and he is big for that where 19 month. Sometimes so use i sit and think of Bryan Ferry dogs that Roxy Ferry is biggerst one Bryan Ferry dogs is. Yes i can say so here that Roxy Ferry is biggerst one  his dog friend is too. This is so fun that see Roxy Ferry when he run loose and than run he and extend your road whole time and who energy he have yes i can say so here that when Roxy Ferry and his dog friend run loose so play them exact who them is sister and brother so both i and his dog friend owner need not go on circus for this get we free from dogs.

I miss Bryan Ferry & I long for Bryan Ferry

When i sit on Bryan Ferry concert so feel i one warm and love who come within me. There i sit on Bryan Ferry concert so is i much calm and harmonious. I have only eyes on Bryan Ferry whole time when i am on his concert. Bryan Ferry music go direct into my heart and into my body so i been whole taked whole i yes Bryan Ferry music touch me much this is exact who that i live into his music on a harmonious and lovely way. Bryan Ferry coin my life with much warm and harmony. I can take the song Jealous guy every twice i hear Bryan Ferry sing the who run my tears down for my cheek the for many memories with your this song. I have hear Jealous guy with John Lennon but Bryan Ferry done the much better one what John Lennon doing. When i hear Jealous guy with Bryan Ferry first twice so going the direct into my heart. This is not only the song who have going into my heart there is many another song to who Bryan Ferry sing. Bryan Ferry have open one world for me who i not have see previous and this is one world who is light and romantic who too give many possibility here in life so now light life happy days ahead me and on me thank where Bryan Ferry. Bryan Ferry have open whole me who person and who human.In Bryan Ferry presence so feel i me safe and secure but i feel too one warm and love. Bryan Ferry get me that feel that here is i and i am whole who person and who human.I have one big missing and longing within me after Bryan Ferry this have show your much clear and this is one missing and longing who not go that describe with word. This only i can say that this is much pain within me of missing and longing after Bryan Ferry. This show your also outwards way for them pain who i have within me of missing and longing after Bryan Ferry is not that play with.For them pain is much difficult for me between towards when this is who worse so can i hardly go or touch me or see for than have to i sit or lay down and this is hardly i can this. But so in the hurry i play Bryan Ferry so go pain back and i been so relax and calm but also tired after towards and than sleep i only.I feel direct Bryan Ferry presence and that Bryan Ferry is in nearess for than been i calm and relax.Is not Bryan Ferry in nearess so been i anxious and know not where i shall been of somewhere and cry in river. This is so when Bryan Ferry concert is end so sit i and cry in river more week after and can not sleep of missing and longing after Bryan Ferry.

Help out from

Bryan Ferry become my rescue and this is thank where Bryan Ferry that i sit here today. 

Before this come to Bryan Ferry knowledge so where i up in a abuse who nobody another can think your about me that i could abuse and this was not who abuse who else. I abuse doctor medicine and alcohol. I take all doctor medicine who i come toward and this was so that i going to pharmacy and buy recipe free medicine and eat and i take this together with alcohol. When i where on Bryan Ferry concern so has i alcohol and medicine in body and this see Bryan Ferry in from scene and than doing he a sign to me and this was right too i where stupid this twice. But i think not so for i live in one whole another world this was only alcohol and medicine who loud for me somebody another world see i not. I where so long down in dirt who man can come and i see nobody light on this whole. I to and with try take my life a pair twice under my abuse and this was my depression who doing this that i try take my life. For i think that i has nothing that live for and there is nobody who want me yes i has clean out said funny think or who man say compulsion thinking. When i than see this sign who Bryan Ferry doing to me on a concert so get i one think place " What is this i hold on with ? and this here is not i , not i " too sit i than in one armchair and said to myself no now so have to i drawn in theard here but who shall i begining. This is so Bryan Ferry mean that i am value a much better life one this here who i hold on with alcohol and medicine. So i begining that drawn in one theard and than fall everything on place and i drive on whole time for i think that now shall Bryan Ferry get see that i can change my life to this best and this doing i. I change my life but this is not thank where myself for this is Bryan Ferry who have was and is tool and help out from. When i come on one another concern who Bryan Ferry has so come i there who one whole new human and person and than where i abuse free. Than has i give me into one career who Bryan Ferry not could think your and this was one politic career and than going i one politic education. I where politic active a pair year. But i have has a pair again fall with alcohol and this can i think me that Bryan Ferry know it but nobody compulsion thinking when i have has again fall. I remember when i where middle up in my abuse with medicine and alcohol so where i so angry on Bryan Ferry but i know not why this can where that i where afraid that been abandoned and alone. Today so live i a harmonious and safer life and i think of Bryan Ferry daily and in everything i done so is he always with me in my thinking. Sometimes so can i drink bear and wine but than see i Bryan Ferry face ahead me and there stand he and hold up a finger to me who say let become this and his face say " I am here for you " so sit down glass and let this where. But i can say to Bryan Ferry i don´t like alcohol today so shall i buy something so been this alcohol free so Bryan Ferry need not where upset for this. I end with medicine and alcohol for Bryan Ferry would and also for my own would. Bryan Ferry shall too know one thing that i have peckish left after alcohol but this disappear more and more now so there need not either Bryan Ferry where upset. In and with that peckish disappear more and more after alcohol so become i not either dependent of alcohol and medicine so i like that Bryan Ferry can where whole calm and not upset that i shall begining again for this done i not.For them face expression who Bryan Ferry give me when i take up a glass with wine in and bear so say this face expression more one thousandth word and them eyes who Bryan Ferry have so say them too more one thousandth word. Bryan Ferry face expression say so here " That begining you again with abuse alcohol so come i that punishment you ". When i know that i have drinking alcohol so think i so here " Punishment me not Bryan Ferry , punishment me not Bryan Ferry i shall lay of with this whole and this is not my style " alcohol. When i know that i have drinking wine and bear so ashamed i and think sorry Bryan Ferry and punishment me not Bryan Ferry this is what i think when i have drinking.

My dog Roxy Ferry

Bryan Ferry is part owner to my dog Roxy Ferry who been 19 month tomorrow. Roxy Ferry is so happy for Bryan Ferry. So in the hurry Roxy Ferry see Bryan Ferry on picture so been he so happy so he not know where he shall been of somewhere. Roxy Ferry run to door and look throught letter in box after Bryan Ferry and he run round in apartment and seek after Bryan Ferry. Now is Roxy Ferry inside in your last stage in your develope before he been adult dog and this is the mental develope and the can where much difficult for him. Now is this so that Roxy Ferry react against new face on people and new people who we meet. For than stand he passive with both foot on earth and whole his fur stand right up on back on him too scold he on people yes this is exact who he shall go to attack against people but this is only against new people who he never have meet. When Roxy Ferry hear sound who he not feel again so run he and hide your or so come he run to me and sit your closely up to against my legs and he shake in whole body but this end when he not hear sound more than calm he your.When Roxy Ferry meet them people who he feel again yes than is this joy and than shall he up in arm on them and than is there nothing who name passive or scold than is this only joy. Roxy Ferry is unsecure on new people. This is something who we need work with so the unsecure in Roxy Ferry diseapper when this loud new people.

Wrap your arms around me

 

 

 

 

Wrap your arms around me
When you're so far away
At the end of each day
Counting the moments till you fade away
Inside my soul
Under passion's control
Are feelings I can't find the words to explain
Just like the first time I'm helpless again
Wrap your arms around me
Let your love surround me
Make love to me now like never before
Wrap your arms around me
From the day you found me
You'll never be alone
The nights are so cold
With just your memory to hold
I've tried to be strong
Reaching out holding on
Alone in my bed
I Cling to each word you said
Wanting you more every day we're apart
And each precious moment is safe in my heart
Wrap your arms around me
Let your love surround me
Make love to me now like never before
Wrap your arms around me
From the day you found me
You'll never be alone

Take me in your arms

Hold me

You are my only you

I will where at you

We here together

We stand here together

Night is so cold

I will where at you

Miss you so much

Hold me

Love me , Love me
Just like the first time I'm helpless again
Wrap your arms around me
Let your love surround me
Make love to me now like never before
Wrap your arms around me
From the day you found me
You'll never be alone

Sorry Bryan Ferry

I ashamed so much for this i have doing. Yesterday so where i and my dog and visit my new neighbour who too have one dog who is 5 old and my dog been 19 month tomorrow. This is younger people so there where a little party with alcohol and i had promise Bryan Ferry that not drinking alcohol. But i drink two whole stronger bear and one half bear too little red wine. But i been not drunk for i know what i doing. When i begining that drink my second bear so come there up one picture on Bryan Ferry and than stand he with a finger ahead me who say drink not more , drink not more and than could i say no. Than think i after " What is this i hold on with ? I have promise Bryan Ferry that i would hold me in from alcohol too sit i here and drink two whole bear and little red wine than ashamed i and think now come Bryan Ferry that punishment me for this here. This only i can say to Bryan Ferry i shall never done so more no never so shall i not drinking alcohol more. I been not sick of this but i don´t not like it. This was only i and younger women who sit there. Them other women where drunk more one what i where this shall Bryan Ferry have clear for your. For i could stand on legs this could not them other women.