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Bryan Ferry become my rescue and this is thank where Bryan Ferry that i sit here today. 

Before this come to Bryan Ferry knowledge so where i up in a abuse who nobody another can think your about me that i could abuse and this was not who abuse who else. I abuse doctor medicine and alcohol. I take all doctor medicine who i come toward and this was so that i going to pharmacy and buy recipe free medicine and eat and i take this together with alcohol. When i where on Bryan Ferry concern so has i alcohol and medicine in body and this see Bryan Ferry in from scene and than doing he a sign to me and this was right too i where stupid this twice. But i think not so for i live in one whole another world this was only alcohol and medicine who loud for me somebody another world see i not. I where so long down in dirt who man can come and i see nobody light on this whole. I to and with try take my life a pair twice under my abuse and this was my depression who doing this that i try take my life. For i think that i has nothing that live for and there is nobody who want me yes i has clean out said funny think or who man say compulsion thinking. When i than see this sign who Bryan Ferry doing to me on a concert so get i one think place " What is this i hold on with ? and this here is not i , not i " too sit i than in one armchair and said to myself no now so have to i drawn in theard here but who shall i begining. This is so Bryan Ferry mean that i am value a much better life one this here who i hold on with alcohol and medicine. So i begining that drawn in one theard and than fall everything on place and i drive on whole time for i think that now shall Bryan Ferry get see that i can change my life to this best and this doing i. I change my life but this is not thank where myself for this is Bryan Ferry who have was and is tool and help out from. When i come on one another concern who Bryan Ferry has so come i there who one whole new human and person and than where i abuse free. Than has i give me into one career who Bryan Ferry not could think your and this was one politic career and than going i one politic education. I where politic active a pair year. But i have has a pair again fall with alcohol and this can i think me that Bryan Ferry know it but nobody compulsion thinking when i have has again fall. I remember when i where middle up in my abuse with medicine and alcohol so where i so angry on Bryan Ferry but i know not why this can where that i where afraid that been abandoned and alone. Today so live i a harmonious and safer life and i think of Bryan Ferry daily and in everything i done so is he always with me in my thinking. Sometimes so can i drink bear and wine but than see i Bryan Ferry face ahead me and there stand he and hold up a finger to me who say let become this and his face say " I am here for you " so sit down glass and let this where. But i can say to Bryan Ferry i don´t like alcohol today so shall i buy something so been this alcohol free so Bryan Ferry need not where upset for this. I end with medicine and alcohol for Bryan Ferry would and also for my own would. Bryan Ferry shall too know one thing that i have peckish left after alcohol but this disappear more and more now so there need not either Bryan Ferry where upset. In and with that peckish disappear more and more after alcohol so become i not either dependent of alcohol and medicine so i like that Bryan Ferry can where whole calm and not upset that i shall begining again for this done i not.For them face expression who Bryan Ferry give me when i take up a glass with wine in and bear so say this face expression more one thousandth word and them eyes who Bryan Ferry have so say them too more one thousandth word. Bryan Ferry face expression say so here " That begining you again with abuse alcohol so come i that punishment you ". When i know that i have drinking alcohol so think i so here " Punishment me not Bryan Ferry , punishment me not Bryan Ferry i shall lay of with this whole and this is not my style " alcohol. When i know that i have drinking wine and bear so ashamed i and think sorry Bryan Ferry and punishment me not Bryan Ferry this is what i think when i have drinking.