Family affairs

I come not that celebraite christmas and this is on ground of family affairs. Them family affairs is in my foster family and there is a death on way so i come not that celebraite happy new year either on ground of family affairs and death in my foster family. There is nobody who come that celebraite christmas in my foster family and there is nobody who come that celebraite happy new year either in my foster family. My foster mother and her twins brother go death to meet with storm step. So my foster mother brother and sister and their family come not that celebraite christmas and not either happy new year. This is a decision who have take in my foster family. My foster mother lay for death and this done also her twins brother my foster uncle. I am so sad for this who come that happen with my foster mother and this is whole my foster family sad. How them now done in my biological family both on mother and father side i don´t know on ground of that i am in my foster family and help them and take decisions for this who shall come. But my biological parents mother and father them get done who them will and will them celebraite christmas and happy new year so get them this but i come not that done this on ground of death on way in my foster family.